Life's good. Laughing, Playing Cards, HTHTs, Camwhoring, Eating, Watching movies and basically just hanging around with the awesome group of friends I have.

There are many books I want to read, but I have no money or time. I dislike borrowing books from the library. When I like a book, I want to own it for life.

I have not online shopped for a month! Yay I am finally controlling my splurging on unnecessary clothes and accessories.

I want to watch Obsessed, The Proposal and Harry Potter. Cherie Loh you still owe me a present so treat me to either one of these movies!

The most awesome section in the world.

I need to stop sounding so angsty and depressed. Meh.

Well, so am I. Or specifically, I am waiting for a change in my life.
Shall start by studying harder and get a gpa of 4.0 (as if i can!) so I can get into an overseas university. The thought of the impossible just makes me want to punch something.

We live in a black hole, chained to our hopes and locked in our dreams. Spent the last few days thinking and I realised that most of us won't be able to do anything special and extraordinary with our lives. Our next 30 years would just be spent slaving away at some mundane and hectic desk bound job. I see no freedom and enjoyment of life. I know myself well enough and I know that it would be something I would detest. I want to live, to have fun, to do crazy things, to shop, to fall down alot and never get up, to laugh and to never, never ever be a slave to what I hate. I want to remain like this forever. These are the best days of my life so far and I hope that they will always be. The spirit of jing4 ye4 le4 ye4 seems so unreal and improbable doesn't it?

If only life could be so easy.

I suddenly feel like moving back to blogger. Lessons these days are hopelessly boring and were spent frantically jabbing away at the calculator, calculating my horrible gpa as well as cursing physics for making me screw up everything. CID lesson on Tuesday = Bridge + Build house + Memory Game + Slap Ace + Throwing everything around in a flurry when Zhang Lao Shi came in. I really really really hope to get the job at Breeks with weilin whom by the way, is a retarded buddhist who goes to church. Loads of things this week! Cross-country + 2C Outing + Journalist training = 3 days of school this week only! RMUN Outing/GDOP on Sunday???? Section BBQ on 2nd June and I can't effing wait!!!